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Flashback: Pain or Relief! Do we really remember being a child? Do we really remember what we were like, and the things we did. Yes we do remember but those memories don't generally occurs to you. Flashbacks from childhood are really different, i would say memory is very immature, they will activate your emotional state perhaps the emotion seems to be related to what is going on with you at present. Flashbacks are sudden and vivid memories of past personal experiences, generally it is linked with traumatic events. In my cases its been extremely effective psychologically but at this stage i have attached these flashbacks events as part of my life which i cant get over. You know what at such an adolescence age when suddenly you realize that you are an adult, we go into the phases of meeting new circumstances and at rush to explore the new beginning we tend to do such things which eventually lead to either regret in life and in present "regrets of past" or even few ch...
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Doubting you … There are times when people will avoid you, hurt your ego, disrespect you, make you feel worst like never before, leave you heartbroken based your caste, colour, or your difficult times going on, or may be for some materialistic reason or need etc etc. irrespective of all love and care you give, do anything by going beyond your comfort zone and self-respect.. But at times it happens that you may did everything but it may not be enough to please the world and sometimes even if you don’t try hard you end up attracting so many people… one can’t blame oneself or the others for the difficult situation… every time you curse the reason one would be stuck and will never come out of it.. Why can’t it be like to… Just forgive not forget… Improve but not change… Do what pleases rather than to impress… Pray for everyone rather than hate the reason behind your pain… It’s not easy to let things go off easy and pass on with a big heart… but think what can you do… w...
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Through your eyes… It’s easy to define yourself saying what is right, who you are but have you realized you tend to change your characteristics as the time changes... I seldom encounter with any personality who know himself/herself and adding in the same context, contrary, more often I have seen people judging other people without knowing themselves … Its sounds easy to say that you know yourself but try to give some time and think  you will realize that a blank mind amidst of lots of situation and grief mostly, possibly hatred, I tend to find myself in a position of giving up but it is right time to realize your worth. It’s very important to realize your worth. It can be heart-breaking to know the truth, as it is said that “ truth can sometimes taste bitter, yet it is better to live with reality than to stumble whole life” , but it will be one step ahead of bringing yourself with a better version and in this world of illusion you get to even know the true faces of life...
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CANDID… Heart-to-Heart I thought in a busy schedule, of competitiveness  where each and every person of this generation is trying to destroy each other, going blind and carving for success, it is difficult for me to even give time to share anything in this beautiful platform. I was not at all in mood to pen down anything but it was a girl who actually force me to express yah you heard me right a girl forced me to write and share something which may be very simple and casual but it was so sweet that I just lost and got carried away with her expressing attitude and the way she showed me her love. I would take it as a long distance proposal. Why I got flattered because of the fact that she is sweating in sultry weather of Noida Ghaziabad without AC and contrary I am at a place, Siliguri, where in short I am using a blanket at night well you can imagine now how much I must be sweating, sarcastically, and above all with all the tension in life she surprised me with a s...
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What’s the hardest thing in life? To become successful? To get recognized? To continuously be at the top? To enjoy without a penny? To get a good company or to own a company (nothing hilarious)?  To get love? To become a role-model? To live after humiliation? To face the laugh coming for your  in-competitiveness ? To be scared? To live a pointless life? To live  up-to  the expectation or the feel when someone (him/her) doesn’t understand or doesn’t live up-to your expectations? To listen to apology when you know he/she is not actually sorry? Or to stay just happy? What is happiness? Meeting a president or flying in a business class to Singapore or just a blank mind with all your assignments and work done and chilling and feeling cold breeze. You know people are actually only “ selfish ” when they do things for themselves and say that they care for themselves but people are actually “ selfish and hurtful “ when they think of themselves...
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Without a buck…wtf!! Well don’t get me wrong its many present situations….. Again don’t get me wrong it’s mainly with the students…..again don’t get me wrong it’s Wednesday Thursday Friday (ahh you know pj’s )...: p probably interpretation was different … I can understand ;) mine motive was just to make it short and articulate not vulgar… I swear to readers :p Ahh starving like hell… I declare fast for three consecutive days… tsunami in my bank account… confronting this to my parent and get wounded by nuclear bomb made up of harsh word…. Can’t take that…and actually I should do something for almighty…:p I should fast…he will also see my dedicated soul … :D Just imagine a time, for any person, without a buck and he has to survive the whole month with this situation with a long list of basic requirement:- a branded English wine for extra show off in front of girls at some cozy lounge or a sasta tikau black rum tossed with ice not only ice but block of ice in a compan...
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CHATTAHOLIC SIDE-EFFECTS Evolution of different hobbies from time to time, generation to generation, class to class etc. has been seen. One such serious and popular one nowadays is chatting . I was not given a cell phone by my parents till class 12, I know u won’t believe if someone of even a student of middle school says that he or she don’t have a smartphone or is not associated into social media like Facebook or whatsapp, the first impression would be probably “ hum hi mile hai na bas baat banane ko ”… but the truth is that I was handed a phone when I started studying in college and that too not a smartphone but a “unbreakable” piece of an iron whose only job was to make a healthy call and message and even receive it and yah how can I forget it..one more job that piece can heartedly do is that even you throw that phone from even a 100 feet or you put it into water for a minute or two or you try to crush that phone with the hammer… it won’t break…and I personally think that mine...
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