What’s the hardest thing in life?

To become successful? To get recognized? To continuously be at the top? To enjoy without a penny? To get a good company or to own a company (nothing hilarious)?  To get love? To become a role-model? To live after humiliation? To face the laugh coming for your in-competitiveness? To be scared? To live a pointless life? To live up-to the expectation or the feel when someone (him/her) doesn’t understand or doesn’t live up-to your expectations? To listen to apology when you know he/she is not actually sorry? Or to stay just happy?

What is happiness?

Meeting a president or flying in a business class to Singapore or just a blank mind with all your assignments and work done and chilling and feeling cold breeze.

You know people are actually only “selfish” when they do things for themselves and say that they care for themselves but people are actually “selfish and hurtful “when they think of themselves and pretend they need you, care you at tough times… with time priority gets changed… what you want to prefer or which is the hardest thing in life to handle? The latter or the former?

One more interesting and the hardest thing in life comes from expectation i.e. to understand others or most importantly understand the seriousness of the state of mind you are going through… this is one thing which only the loved one can understand…. (Don’t worry I think I have one ;)… but the feel is very heavy to go through….

For me the hardest thing in life is to feel grieve for the loss of the person who is still alive… for me it’s a hardest thing in life when someone lost person’s name is resting on your tongue and lies on your chest and at this point of time you get restless and sleepless..

Then a thought prevails... “Why I got to be such a sensitive b*****d all the time”… it helps to get over such low morale but what reality is “if your mind is controlled by your heart, hurt would be your desire”.

Life is like an impossible mountain,

I have tried to climb at the top,

Like everyone does and can,

But every time I try and fall.

When I fall it becomes tough to see that mountain but again somehow I also don’t feel that I have no chance…

So I try again to fall again and again

I finally get to somewhere better than before

Quite far away better than the present

Better than I ever had

But then I see down and shake with fear…

Few minutes and again I started falling down…

It gets tougher again to see that mountain and I know that it’s useless for me to try again and again…

But there nothing left in me but hope that “something will change”

So I started from the scrap like an insane...

Only to climb again…