CANDID… Heart-to-Heart

I thought in a busy schedule, of competitiveness where each and every person of this generation is trying to destroy each other, going blind and carving for success, it is difficult for me to even give time to share anything in this beautiful platform.

I was not at all in mood to pen down anything but it was a girl who actually force me to express yah you heard me right a girl forced me to write and share something which may be very simple and casual but it was so sweet that I just lost and got carried away with her expressing attitude and the way she showed me her love. I would take it as a long distance proposal. Why I got flattered because of the fact that she is sweating in sultry weather of Noida Ghaziabad without AC and contrary I am at a place, Siliguri, where in short I am using a blanket at night well you can imagine now how much I must be sweating, sarcastically, and above all with all the tension in life she surprised me with a small sweet but so effective morning proposal which brought a smile and force me to atleast write something on her.

Yah you may be thinking that most proposals are done and accepted when both partners are together, face to face. But you know sometimes especially when your partner is in long distance you just can’t wait so long to pop out your feelings. I firmly believe distance never apart two individual if they are connected by heart and soul. That’s why some call it their girl friend or boyfriend I personally have my soul mate, blushes :D.

I am very sentimental and emotional and my girl know me and she knows one thing that I am a hearted person which sees things with heart, doesn’t apply brain at all and is a disadvantage which I am boasting. But she very much melted that morning. Well it was nothing like I opened my eyes and there are flowers all around or a big card or cake infront of me with messages or some kind of precious gift like ring or something no no there was nothing sort of these as we don’t value materialistic thing although I had presented her with these materialistic gifts only and is not at all creative, can sob myself here, to which she had reacted as if I had presented her a Kohinoor diamond and maybe that’s because she felt happy to whatever she get or have and she doesn’t need more than our togetherness and happiness, sounds rhetoric. Coming back it was a whatsapp message which was written with such a poise and feel in it. I also felt so envy of her because..

Why I can’t express like the way she does,

Why she manage to say everything which you think about,

Why she dazzles you every time when she make you feel

That you have fallen for her  

I know I may be exaggerating a bit but for me the words will fall short to describe the feeling. She may get angry for posting her talent of beautiful expression but I should not leave a space of my expression of happiness…its how she sees...

Wish I was there to kiss you goodnight,

I wish I was there to hold you so tight,

I wish I was there to gaze into your face.

And wonder why angels have come to this place.

I wish I was there to talk all night long,

or sit in the presence of the one that I love,

I wish I was there to tell you I care I wish I was there to tell you that

You captured my heart and you will always be there..

After reading this I also wished to come in front of you to fulfill all your wishes and even convey the same to you.

I know I am showing off a bit by publicizing it but I know atleast after reading this a sweet smile of happiness will glaze in her face and though I won’t be able to capture it, as she being miles apart from me physically, but for that smile which will perish in a moment but will stay in our heart and for that I can write all night all my life long.

P.S. I know there will be two type of readers one who will feel like Awww and the other will be like f****** S*** kuch bhi :p but these is for the third and only type who will catch and understand the feel and the essence and also I know many will copy it too ;) as they can see words were very effective ;) hehe.