A boy passing through
all trauma of life…badly what he need is peace…peace of mind… he knows that
giving himself a lonely time thinking will nurture depression…
And even if a
camel walks alone in a desert with depression, his thirst for peace will be more
than the need for water...
What that boy needs to
fight depression?
Nothing he just needs
to be happy. He should surround himself with a good company. But will it give
him a peace he needs?
He needs a quality time
alone to find peace.
The main reason he is
not able to find it is because he hides so many things about his present
situations and past unforgettable. He tries to find, try to interact, try to
convey his feelings but his guilt never permits. Met so many, have so many,
cared and cares for so many but sense never say “yes” for trust. His ego is his
enemy, his thinker, his observer, his conduct, and green signal for his trust
too. May be he trusted and got stabbed? May be he again trusted and saw a
change? May be an instance did develop this nature? But actually it is
contributing, unable to find that peace, not to trust anyone.
There
is no one in his life upon which he relies. Now he thinks that journey alone is
always tough but at least you are responsible for your deed and at the end if
anything goes wrong then at least there is no regret. So he started walking with
a motivating heartless spirit, with troubled mind, but this is not going to work.
A PEACEFUL trust worthy company is what he needs…with whom he shares his heart
out… stares at her then elegantly looks down…A shameful curtsy smile to ask her
out… Eye contacts to say so many things in a crowded town … desperately room
himself for a personal chit chat and chin music sound…
Those face of an angel
and a smile hides more pain than one can imagine…
In a rainy Sunday,
Boy in a closed room,
blocked mind and partially doomed, walked outside into the woods, followed the
unknown path gaining confidence with each step of its foot, searching sunshine landed
in a place, where his heart lies, that too vaguely visible till noon…
Peace of mind only
means “peace of heart pursued”…
“It does not mean to be
in a place where there is no noise, trouble, or hard work; it means to be in a
midst of those things and still be CALM in your heart” ...
Heart at peace
gives life to the body…
nice one..
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